She was there to lift me up
Like I was a mongrel pup
Her hands were all over me
Spiral eyes burning through me
And I loved her
Controller
I could not see the abuse
How tightly she tied my noose
She is a nightmare
She does not care
She's the controller
And I want her
She is the nightmare in my dreams
The whisper beneath the screams
Her leash tied around my neck
My soul is a battered wreck
She is the nightmare in my head
Ideation of the dead
Her noose tied around my life
In my back she is the knife
Every day she used me
She hurt and abused me
Clenched hands bruising my soul
Her harsh words burning me whole
Oh my god I love her
Mocking me she would purr
Locked within her mental maze
Eaten alive within her blaze
She is a nightmare
She does not care
She's the controller
And I want her
She is the nightmare in my dreams
The whisper beneath the screams
Her leash tied around my neck
My soul is a battered wreck
She is the nightmare in my head
Ideation of the dead
Her noose tied around my life
In my back she is the knife
She is a nightmare
She does not care
She's the controller
And I want her (I still want her)
She is a nightmare
And I am ensnared
She is the nightmare in my dreams
The whisper beneath the screams
Her leash tied around my neck
My soul is a battered wreck
She is the nightmare in my head
Ideation of the dead
Her noose tied around my life
In my back she is the knife
She is a nightmare
She does not care
She's the controller
And I want her